Sorry

I can't begin to explain. I can't deny who's to blame. No excuses remain. I am ashamed. I know what is right. I am not alright. My decisions are lacking. My ideas are taxing. I jeopardize all that I have. I'm nothing more than a empty bag. Deceptive, unreceptive and I'm unable to secure. Blinded and binded without a cure. The darkness doesn't give me light. The light can't see and has lost the fight. I'm a loving soul that has been unable to hold. Therefore I'm broken and no longer whole. I will continue to regret. I will never forget. I will always suffer, for all my losses can't be recovered. All the tears that fall. All the unanswered calls. Nothing to gain, but a pile of shame. Forgive me please, and set me free. Sorry to you all that have watched me bleed. Sorry to you all for I am nothing you need.