"My Fucked-up World."

My life growing-up was fucked-up
Nobody cared what I did so I ran
the streets all hours of the night,
while mommy was out getting drunk
and fucked every night

Daddy was at work probably trying
to get away from the whore that he
called his wife

They were both gone so they never
saw the signs that I was depressed,
never saw the cuts across my wrists
My cry for help, "Help, I need you,
help, I want my parents, help I am
screwing-up my life,"

My cries were never heard, so at 10
I raised myself, cooked my own meals
and cleaned-up after my drunk-ass mom
and never once did they stop and think
of what they did to me

At 13 I was out stealing cars just to
have something to do
Hell, they never cared so at 14 I
ended-up in boot-camp and the only
time that I saw love was from the people
there, who were paid to care for me

I was a sad little girl all alone with
no-one to tuck me in at night or to kiss
me when I was scared
Yet people can't understand why I feel
the way that I do today
And now my mom wants to try and raise my
kids
I say, "Fuck that, wolves would have raised
us better so you don't get the chance to
fuck-up there lives or hearts,"