Nothing to fear

An expression of self to explain my thoughts. I'm not trying to sell what can't be bought. I choose to speak my mind. I'm not searching for anything that I don't think I can find. Realistic and truthful are my words. Trapped in the shadows where I can only be heard. I'm not alone in this battle of mine. I got my love, pride and hopefully time. Cursed by the witches spell. Searching for heaven as I try to escape hell. Influenced by no one, but cornered by the beast. Unwilling to give up so I continue to seek. It's the life of an outlaw, and it isn't my choice. I was born to be all that I voice. I can't help those who don't trust in me. Whether blinded or clearly able to see. I'm labeled and loved and hated like a thug. I belong to no one and my trust is gone. I'm my own person, I'm right when I'm wrong. I question you like you question me. I've been caged, I've been set free. I always remember what I don't forget. Through the thick and back to the thin of the shit. Judge me not unless you hold the gavel. For what you think you know will only unravel. I'm not fearful, I'm truly aware. That life is a gift until death tightens its snare. I can't help it if you're offended and confused. I owe you nothing, I win to lose. I write it all down so I may have my say. You read to believe that I'm finding my way. My respect, to all those who don't question my worth.  Much love to you all and may you be heard. My life is a reminder of pain, love and hope. I'm a soldier fighting a war with all odds favoring the foe. Never giving up and never giving in. Just a tormented soul fighting to win. May peace find me when I am lost. May the love I harness pay for all that it costs.
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