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CONNECTION.....
lost my soul, a body's verry essence. aged 2 1/2 father shattered me into many fragments
according to my doctor's records & hypnosis, my soul & my very essence gone.
however, my spirit was left unscathed. she soars swirling within the winds.
somehow, sometime my spirit connected with H.B..
It's actually crazy when i think about him & me.
we've never seen, not even a true picture, of him & me
my gawd, he's half my age. shhh...
what was thinking, have I gone mad?? Shhh...
I've been married for 25yrs. my spirit stayed in her warm cocoon.
I fought hard, my spirit has bled, if only he knew.
sniffles giving me shudders like mad crazy.
I love H.B &damn proud it...
MY PHONE TYPED IN THE WRONG NAME,,,IT'S NOT sinisterpenz, I'm so sorry to H.B & any trouble I may caused him!!! However, imagine if saw this, I can only imagine, "MY GAWD, HAS THIS BITCH LOST HER MIND LOL?
according to my doctor's records & hypnosis, my soul & my very essence gone.
however, my spirit was left unscathed. she soars swirling within the winds.
somehow, sometime my spirit connected with H.B..
It's actually crazy when i think about him & me.
we've never seen, not even a true picture, of him & me
my gawd, he's half my age. shhh...
what was thinking, have I gone mad?? Shhh...
I've been married for 25yrs. my spirit stayed in her warm cocoon.
I fought hard, my spirit has bled, if only he knew.
sniffles giving me shudders like mad crazy.
I love H.B &damn proud it...
MY PHONE TYPED IN THE WRONG NAME,,,IT'S NOT sinisterpenz, I'm so sorry to H.B & any trouble I may caused him!!! However, imagine if saw this, I can only imagine, "MY GAWD, HAS THIS BITCH LOST HER MIND LOL?
Published 12th Jan 2016
| Edited 6th Feb 2016
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12th Jan 2016 3:04pm
Awww sweetie I love you also, but this is more like a spiritual thing! HOWEVER MY PHONE TYPED A MISTAKE, IT ISN'T sinisterpenz, H.B.!!! Mch love & respect,
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13th Jan 2016 1:37pm
14th Jan 2016 00:54am
Cool, I always enjoy your funny, serious & honesty! Mad respect & much love.➰
12th Jan 2016 4:27pm
Awe honey...love it. Love can be very healing...think you're missin an of on the last line.
This is a many emotion peace. Was happy it ended with a 😝💝
Love
J
This is a many emotion peace. Was happy it ended with a 😝💝
Love
J
13th Jan 2016 11:57am
I'VE MADE A HUGE MISTAKE, IT'S NOT sinisterpenz, IT'S H.B
. I'm so SORRY MY PHONE TYPED IT WRONG! However, thank-you so very very much for your support & amazingly fantastic reply. I absolutely love your work! It inspires me so much!! Mad love & respect ,
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. I'm so SORRY MY PHONE TYPED IT WRONG! However, thank-you so very very much for your support & amazingly fantastic reply. I absolutely love your work! It inspires me so much!! Mad love & respect ,
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12th Jan 2016 5:08pm
13th Jan 2016 12:25pm
My PHONE TYPED THE WRONG NAME, IT'S NOT sinisterpenz, IT'S actually H.B. However, thank-you so much for replying, I positively love your work, It so amazingly inspiring. Yes it is pure love, however, I'm also playing with fire, I'm married, & I know it's online, &anonymity but my spirit & heart reached out!! We'll never meet, it's several several states away! Thanx so much for replying, I'm so happy you loved it,
Love & respect,
SURVIVOR➰
Love & respect,
SURVIVOR➰
13th Jan 2016 8:08pm
i love you to survivor , like i said i made peace with the fact that we wont happen , belive me it took days of wall building to push the hope out of my mind, and i dont give a fuck if people know im h.b they can suck a dick or come see me if they got problems , i cherish are online poetry love affair to the max lol and love you regardless of age marital status or mental status lol were both friggin loony toons , peace pot and microdots much love h.b
14th Jan 2016 1:04am
Please understand, I made a serious vow & honor, a promise. To God to man. I've not always been true and thru! But this, this I can't breach, please understand!!! However, the good Lord may call him anytime, I'm not wishing, I'm just sayin...demon pillows, much love and respect
The army of 4+1⛵🍒➰💝
The army of 4+1⛵🍒➰💝
14th Jan 2016 3:50am
i understand big bear i wouldnt and never have asked you to leave him alwasys lovin from a-far just gotta tell him docs said i need h.b for therapy he s a key part of my recovery lol :)
14th Jan 2016 7:46am
A serious, not big bear, honey loves:FYI LoL. I know you haven't, all you seem to want & bring is laughter & happiness, both, as you well know, was denied so often, I need that, whether I care to admit that or not! I will tell my docs! They'll laugh asses of stools hahaha! Mad love, me
17th Jan 2016 8:04am
18th Jan 2016 2:19am
6th Feb 2016 6:00pm
It was kinda weird wasn't it! For once I typed & posted straight from my heart without careful consideration. Thank you so much for replying & liking it,
SURVIVOR➰
SURVIVOR➰
6th Feb 2016 6:04pm
Thanks so much for replying M.L.. love sure can be weird & wild. It doesn't seem to matter who it strikes, even old married women lol. Once again, thank you so much for replying, I'm glad you enjoyed it, much love andrespect,
SURVIVOR➰
SURVIVOR➰
11th Feb 2016 2:19pm
24th Sep 2016 10:52pm
Yeah me to sometimes. Glad you liked it, thanx so much for replying,
SURVIVOR
SURVIVOR
24th Sep 2016 10:54pm
19th Jan 2016 10:43pm
"my soul & my very essence gone" ,
" It's actually crazy when i think about him & me. "
I like your lines :) There's a lot of internal struggle here and passion, but there seems to be something pure and true as well
" It's actually crazy when i think about him & me. "
I like your lines :) There's a lot of internal struggle here and passion, but there seems to be something pure and true as well
6th Feb 2016 6:23pm
I'm grateful you caught my struggle. It was a deeply personal write. Every word vibrated within my very spirit. Thanks so much for replying & I'm so glad you enjoyed, ➰
1st Feb 2016 3:11pm
I feel like I'm in your head when I read this. I hear a voice that is screaming inside but wants to scream out.
Very lovely poem 😁
Very lovely poem 😁
6th Feb 2016 8:43pm
It was just as you described. It seems I'm destined to forever scream inside instead of on the outside. I'm so glad you enjoyed it, I highly respect your work, so I'm always pleased to hear your replies. Thank You,➰
5th May 2016 4:43am
I feel this in stomach and heart,
like a serpent slithering through
my soul.
eeuu, yeaa this is felt.
-Howlings
like a serpent slithering through
my soul.
eeuu, yeaa this is felt.
-Howlings
2nd Jul 2016 7:43pm
Hey HowlingWhelms, I'm so sorry it took so long to reply. This was like being invaded, only in a good way. I hope you are doing well. Loved your comment. Much love,
SURVIVOR
SURVIVOR
2nd Aug 2016 10:13pm
24th Sep 2016 10:59pm
Boy you got that right!, madness can be quite funny lol! Glad you enjoyed,
SURVIVOR
SURVIVOR
27th Sep 2016 3:54am
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