Where my thoughts be at?

Now where my thoughts be at?
Stuck up in my past and not fallin back
Call that relapse and slow to react
So sick of myself, I can't relax
So where my thoughts be at?
Any drink on tap
Let me get it let me sip it
Cuz I'm feelin that
Yeah I'll peel it back
Exposin all the facts
That's objective, you can't argue that
So save the crap
That's where the thoughts be at
Fuck the drink sip and lean
Ride it out in between
I didn't think on that scene
Thoughts collide, Sprite Codeine
Mix it with Promethazine
A Jolly Rancher purple dream
But I'm just playin; what you mean?
Never sayin anything
Now my thoughts are gone and I don't look back
I was hazed over and shit got whack
Said fuck it all and got back on track