These Thoughts Tho

What if the shades of depth I feel are all real
What if the shadows I see in you are mine to steal away
If one day you become the demon in my head
I plead that you will end me
I beg you to devour me
For I can not live in a place so full of waste
I won't survive as part of a whole
Leave me be or take it all
This falling feeling has no end in days of darkness
As we all know, every day is dark in a life of lies
I just wish for peace
The subtle changes in mood from stumble to a swagger
They lead me to believe
Anyways