untitled

You were supposed to be the
Queen of my angels
Keep me safe from all dangers
But you planted a seed full of angers
Makes me feel like one of those headbangers
Stuck in mental institution in hell
Seems to be no limitations I can tell
To the venomous words you use
To light the big bangs fuse
I've been so disabused
It makes me so miserable
To keep getting played the fool
In thinking you want us too
Bad enough to change your attitude
Like I've changed my point of view
To focus solely on you
Which wasn't good enough
Because I've broken us
Apparently past the point of fixing
My heart and mind racing
A dangerous path I'm chasing
Not sure where it leads
So curvy and covered in weeds
How can I get back to where we need
Back to when you and I were we
Two that were one
Together we outshone the sun
And now we're done
Or at least broken
The perfect picture fractured
Cracks and splits
Brackets bent
Caving under the pressure
My pain seems to give you pleasure
I hold up as much as I can
The weight of the world
Barely able to stand
Turned to you for a helping hand
I turned in vain
You've drove me insane
Turned colder than frozen rain
Why can't you make a change