hellborn creation

mother why did you do this to this me  
i never wanted my life why did you give it to me  
take it back i dont want it and nobody needs it  
i wish someone would just fucking take it  
i hate you for everything you never did for me  
i hate you for trying to love me but just pretending  
i wish that night i did fucking  kill you
you earned every inch of it you deserve it to  
13 inch butcher knife i held  above your chest  
waking up in the dry wall out of breath
your shit head so called man puffin his chest
callin me a sick fuck and to get fucking lost  
i was 13 what did you do to me  
what the fuck happened to me that i created a secret me  
consular and psychologist probe and pick at me  
telling me its not my fault what happen to me  
waving a watch and the sound of a click  
they put me under into slumber so quick
i awake in catastrophe and screaming  
blood leaks off my teeth i taste it thirsty
i guess you shouldn't touch me when i sleep
Velcro board they strap me down to  
yelling slam that monster with ativan now
we need to control him , jesus your sons a socialpath  
we cant help him ,
and i laugh out loud at him
watching him hold his cheek and bleed