Withdrawal

Cold sweats
Such a mess
Skin on fire
Burning in desire

I craved him more
Than ever before

Stomach bile
Deathly trial
A plea to get clean
He had crippled me

In a daze
Body empty for days
Full of haze
Such sinful ways
This game he plays

Dehydration
Kidney failure
Hallucinations
Where's my savior
Abomination
You can't save her

I died that night
Brought back to life
I saw that light
I lost that fight

IV?
Try me
If you find a vain
Mark it in vane

Their all collapsed
Good luck with that
Go ahead
Give it a fwap
They won't pop out
I been strung out

Opiate injection
The beast had been let it
I felt him within
He's so forsaken

Withdrawal erased
What is this place?
How did I get here
Drowning in fear

I woke up alone
Cold as stone
I scrambled for my phone
Felt the tug of a machine
Hooked up to me

I couldn't breathe
What happened to me?
I started to scream
They rushed in on me

"You're going to hurt yourself!"
I screamed go fuck yourself
"We're just trying to help, this is for your own good"
It hit me like a flood
Sedated
Out cold
My mind has yet to unfold