Without, I am not..

When I catch
The dragons breathe
I hold it in tightly
And never want to let go

I've chosen to lay
In this cold passage of light
One day, maybe I'll wake up
And not remember who I am
Or what it was that I felt

I didn't ask for this depression
I just ask for a direction
Where I'll treasure all of the pain what made me

Without it were just like them
And who wants to be like... them

Perhaps I'm too used to being happy
When past the vasade I'm just as sad

Perhaps that fakeness is all we are

I Don't really know if I laugh at your jokes
Or just remember it's a time where I should be laughing
Without you, I can't enjoy the simple pleasures of life
What I should cherish and never let pass me by

Without, I am not
Selfless
Without, I am not
Content in this skin
Without, I cannot love