Born A Cathloic

I was taught not to be me 
To fear a man 
Everything was wrong 
He loved me only when I was kneeling praying for my sins
Never disobey the man above 
It was a vow 
If I did I'd spend eternity in hell
But there really was no saving me
They labeled me Lucifers kid 
right out of the womb
So why did I have to pray?
Why did I have to be locked away? 
because I turned her that way?
I didn't know,  it didn't try to 
I was just born 
How was it my fault she turned scitzo 
On you??