sea sick

as I pass thru the madness the sickness it consumes  me
 riving gasping for breath it cripples me,
too many  guilty pleasures hate secrets and misery.
 
sea sick it feel like guilt he thinks
salt water on the palate
seagulls, sea pigeons screech
sea rats they come to were the foods at
Ten-pound weights
 around each base
of the crab traps
sink fast.

kelp swallows all
disappearing 100's of feet
only thinking your ears explode
around 46,
gas oil and engine sounds ruin the moment
to bask in the glory of your deployment
into the deep dark abyss you now sit

watching your eyes disappear tho
I still enjoyed it