the entrance

 whats a kid supposed to do ,
when  sat down to breath in amphetamines
so young destroying life, creating everything you wanted me to be
i drown and suffer  fighting
to keep what s left of me
collect the old me

blood boilng,
binding me to hell
it's a cursed and hellbound
path for me,
i only belive when i can see
i dont even belivee i am me
he is gone i felt him bleed
faded green eyes
fade into eternnity
 
im taking this over
on my 3  leaf clover il  never stop i never quit
im poisoneous spewing venom on your tits
not enogh blood drains from you
my knife needs sharpening to ,pardon me
whistleing il be right back to you

step inside my mind
confined
i swallow you whole
chewing and criunching tasting your bones
such a powerful foe

redirect,
recon ,
def-con its on
shadow slippin inside thru the ear
whispers profanitys no one could bare
bubbling mubbling chatter chatter
chatter whispering knife , duck !
damn
that was close
creep, crawl, l quietly crept thru the brain
avoiding the dangers , landmines
razor wire upon massive walls
existed ahead

to be continued ...