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Schizokardia

I want you,
I love you.
Leave me alone.
You hurt me.
Desert me�
But please, don�t go.
You bastard,
You coward,
I hate you so.
I tried for you,
I cried for you,
The blade moves so slow.
Hold me,
Console me,
Put me down.
Hug me close,
Fashion a rose
Into a crown�
Lock me away
From the light of day,
I just want to be free.
Don�t ever let me go,
I hate you, though.
I want to see you bleed.
You�re so wonderful.
This razor is dull.
As dull as your blue-green eyes.
I want to taste your lips,
Feel your hips,
And drink in all your lies.
I spit at thee,
You can�t fool me,
We see what you are�
You�re hideous,
Insidious;
I�m your dying Rose Noir.

Written by AriLethality

(Arianna Everhart)

Published 3rd Dec 2015

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Re. Schizokardia

AriLethality (Arianna Everhart)

7th Dec 2015 4:30pm

I wrote this a long time ago when I was in a dark place. I just want to clarify that this is not at all the state I'm currently in. It is almost a year old and I am sure I wrote it in the middle of the night while throwing a delusional fit. I just found it recently and thought to share it. :P