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Relapse (Unfaithful)

Just believe and god will take you to heaven
It�s hard to trust what I can�t even see
Been through hell now I�m chilling in limbo
Thinking about the path I should choose
My future or my past
Wondering if I�m going to disappoint her again
My angel
Her hands comfort me
But old habits die hard
And so does the demons that live in my head

She said don�t trust them
They�ll only break your heart
I told her I can�t help it
They pull me into the dark
Now every word spoken is one told
Unfaithfully

Her grip felt so soft as she tried to pull me into the house
There was no stopping me
I think because secretly I just wanted to die
Never meant to disappointment anyone
Just didn�t know how to look into the eyes of the one I love
And tell her I want to leave her alone in this world

I remember street lights
A broken head with a drug induced overdose
Her tears raining down on me
As I tried to say goodbye
But the words wouldn�t come out

That night I killed the love that was given
Knowing now my curse is one of feeling
A monster with a soul
If there�s a god
He is cruel