The Eternal End in Darkness

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I died that day...
I gave my life doing what I loved best...
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I died in a way not that any one living would notice,
But the life I had died and in so many ways...
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Although I still breath and my heart still beats,
The life I once knew, is gone...
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For we are born with only one guarantee,
And that is as sure as we were born, we will die...
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In between the birth and the death,
Choices are made, decisions set, and results occur...
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Destined to take me to the realms of insecurity,
The life that died that day still lives on, waiting...
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For that death transformed my spirit and my soul,
To take the form familiar to those on the exterior...
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But inside I am broken and in ways you cannot fathom,
My pain so intense that I beg for the end, the darkness...
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And it is in the darkness I will finally find peace,
For pain will be gone, Memories will cease, and there will be no more tears...
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Simply stated, I died that day,
And now I wait for the eternal end...
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As the dead leaf on a tree waits to fall,
And touch the ground in one final journey...
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My dreams are gone, my pain oblivious to others,
And all I did, is what I loved to do...
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And now it is gone...