Raining Again

I thought things were fine
But its raing again
Fall to my knees and cry
Yeah its raing again
The pain wont leave my mind
Its raining again
Just when i thought this world was mine
It starts raining again ~
I watch the rain drop
Hit the window pane
The happiness stops
It's raining again
These windows to my soul
Covered in tears
All this pain no one knows
I been hiding for years
Scratching digging out
Trying to break through the surface
Asking to get help
What's the cause what's the purpose
Tharopy , tablets , jails , shrinks
Try to release all the hurt
And smoothen out these kinks
This road that I tread
It's dark with no light
Tons of blood that I bled
But from my heart I still fight
I'm itching to be free
From these days full of stress
But it's so hard to be me
When I created this mess
I just wanna be happy
And live with no pain
But you can't have sunshine
Without a little rain
So I try to move on
From the trouble of yesterday
I put it in God's hands
And see what the rain can wash away
B.