ONLY TRUTH

There you go again
My misguided friend
It seems you forgot
You had ink in your calligraphy pen
I thought you were zen
But you only wanted to
Feel that blood drip drop again
Another stain in the floorboards
That creeks, thats your scoreboard
As the blood creates
A pattern of numbers
Signifying your desperate count of wanted numbness
This is dumbness
To watch you crumble
Under the weight of your own weakness
And here i am yet again
Standing watching my wounded voiceless friend
As another promise comes to an end

WHEN WILL IT END
Its like i meet this sharpened steel over and over again
What a cold unwanted friend
Who managed to steal you away from me yet a- f*cking-gain
Its like you cheated on me
With your emoxx twin
But why....why is your pain so strong inside
Why do you love his hurt so much
That from me you hide
Does his poor decisions mean so much to you
Are his false words your only truth
There seems like nothing i can do for you
To get through to you
Because no one else means enough to you
To realize what hes done to you
What you're doing to you
Yet you were convinced he was the one for you

I really do care for you boo
But in that moment that love i have for you
Never made it through to rescue you
I realize my love isn't true to you
My poor baby look what you've done to you
As i stare at you
Scared of you
Of the damage you continue to do
And you say I'm all done
But how can i trust you
Your blade was fully loaded
But who the f*ck handed the gun to you
That blood came from you
Yet you expect me to trust in you
But i do......I really do trust in you
yet i still cant just run to you
After all you've done to you
After all hes put you through
His lies still seem to me
Like they were your only truth