Sadistic

I confessed
To a hideous crime
Not to save face
But to save myself
I am guilty
Only punishable by death.
To those I have hurt
I am sorry,
For the most part.
I did what I had to do.
And enjoyed most of it
Do I scare you now?
That you now know the truth
That I am not what you thought I was
Take a step back
Maybe three or four
Take a look at what you've been missing
I did it on purpose
Who could ever love
Someone who cannot love themself