Desensitized

What I'm searching for
It's not too much
I swear I feel it
That "True Love"
But the feeling isn't mutual
It rarely ever is
Love seems to be a rarity
A fantasy filled with decadence
Especially in my generation
Find love on social sites?
People who live under pretenses
And those who show every bit of their life
And the men..
Who show no emotion
Who search for a freak bitch
Instead of love and devotion
They say that love and trust shit
Will never be for them
Yet wonder why the girl they sought after
Won't even look at him
Who wants a future with dishonesty?
A future of passionless sex
Who wants to spend their time with a fuck boy
Who's only good to erect
You can find that anywhere...
When did having feelings become a bad thing?
When did we start admiring people
For being desensitized human beings
Why do we hesitate when it comes to trust ?
How come so many girls are jealous?
When did we begin to turn our backs
On the idea of someone loving us
That isn't me..
I'll forever love with fury and aggression
Honesty and loyalty in my love
Show the meaning of affection
I'll be damned if I give up
The main thing inside of me
I won't hate every guy
Because of the one who lied to me
Because the fact is..
Everybody's been hurt
But it teaches you to look at people's actions
Instead of their words
You don't distance yourself from emotion
You just get a little wiser
And that girl who hurt you before
Characteristics won't disguise her
It's a shame that it's this way
Maybe it's easier to be hollow
But I've tried crossing those oceans
The waters are too shallow
Pain is apart of emotion
But emotion isn't weakness
And love is everywhere
Even when you feel your soul is depleting
You never know how close you are to something
Don't give up before you reach it
Because sometimes past experience ruins the moment
And gets in the way of something you really needed..