If I were you. (LUcid Dream)

Tell me.
If you were me,
What would I write to you?
When you ask "What are you thinking?"
How do I reply to you?
Is the silence golden? or a disguise to hide the truth?
Truth is,
I can't find words to describe
How I admire you.

Would I say,
"I think I love you"
Not really knowing what love means?
That the time,
We've spent together
has felt like a LUcid dream.
Shall I tell you
These words occurred
As I held you in deep sleep,
Lay on my chest,
Thumb in your mouth,
Dribbling on my cheek.

Or would I simply relay,
How peachy sweet you are?
That you got a rockin' body,
That your fucking, spectacular.

I could say,
The billion things in my head,
but rhythmic riddles say it better,

And I think you think so too,

L U love letter