Masturbation and Homosexuality

After you buy a pair of shoes,  
you walk around in them to "break them in".  
Once you have driven your first car,  
You can say that you are now "broken in,"  
As a driver - experienced, at least minimally.  
   
Likewise, with masturbation.  
Once you have brought yourself to orgasm,  
You have "broken yourself in," as to sex,  
Male sexuality if you're a male.  
Female sexuality, if you're a female.  
   
Thru auto-eroticism a male experiences sex with ... a male(Himself).  
Thru auto-eroticism a female gets a taste of sex with....a female(herself).  
Yes, masturbation sets you up for homosexuality - if you let it.  
   
Objection: Why would masturbation encourage a male    
to have sex with another male just because of the ONENESS  
That they share, the oneness of the sex organ?  
   
Ordinarily, that oneness isn't enuff to bring about homosexuality.    
Just like driving your own car doesn't lead you    
to want to drive someone else's vehicle.  
   
But here's what happens sometimes:  
When masturbation happens too often,  
You have trouble "getting off," reaching orgasm.  
So you do things you ordinarily wouldn't do.  
(If you're smart you give up til later, of course.)  
You resort to self flattery, sweet talk to your own organ.  
After all you are desperate, you want results, satisfaction !  
You "personify" it, you begin talking to it as though  
it were a person your lover, your "significant other,"  
In short, you go beyond what's normal,telling it, "I love you,"    
Why? To increase the tide of emotion  
So you can finally reach orgasm.  
 
It works! Yes, you reach your goal: ORGASM.  
But at what a high cost !! --  the abnormal becomes the new normal !!  
And that same thought pattern is resorted to  
each time you have sex with yourself.  
   
It is at that point, that oral sex with yourself  
Becomes your rhetorical, imaginary goal,  
Not a real goal, for it is impossible to attain.  
(For a man can't reach his penis,  
Nor a woman her vagina, of course.)  
 
Since you want to take that thing into your mouth,  
But you can not do it, frustration naturally results !  
This is like a cancer before metastasis, localized,  
Not yet out of control, not yet fatal.  
But then you have a moment of insight,  
The light bulb in your head gets turned on.  
You realize you CAN mouth your treasured genitals !!    
But only if you settle for a proxy  -    
A proxy penis (if you're a male),  
A proxy pussy, if you're a female.  
   
This is like metastasizing, the spreading of the cancer.  
For the object of your lust is no longer  
Your own sex organ, rather, it SPREADS.  
You want a second organ, or even a third, fourth, etc.  
It spreads to all the copies of the particular sex organ    
That you have, that you LOVE.  
That's what i call METASTASIS.  
But metastasis doesn't kill a body right away.  
There has to be a "system shut down."    
Ditto with metastasis on the moral level.  
You resist the impulse, you refrain from "acting out."  
But when you do act out, that is the moral equivalent of
system failure, even death. Moral death.
The death of morality on the personal level.