Dear Depression

What will you have me do today
Will I be crying my eyes out as I lay in my bed
Will my scars be bleeding as I recall every pain in my head
Will the dark clouds be raining and soaking me till I’m wet
Will my emotions be spiraling and making me fret
Will I isolate myself and think about death
Will I refuse to eat and degrade my own health

Oh dear depression what will it be?
How will you surprise me today, how will you make me feel.
Will I feel pathetic and regret all my failures
Will I feel ugly and hide form every mirrors
Will the loneliness suffocate me till I’m out of breath
Will the darkness eat at me till there’s nothing left
Will I be hoping for an end I know will never come my way
Will you bring me to my knees as I succumb to dismay

Oh dear depression you seem to love me so
You show up when I least expect it and rip out my soul
So take what you want if it’s you, then everything is free
Leave nothing behind expect the empty shell I’ve learn to be.