conclusion

I finally gave in today.
I finally let it out today.
I finally relized that my faith wasn't enough.
I came to a conclusion today.
Conclusion they are all better off.
Conclusion im done with it all.
Conclusion let life slip away.
Faith isn't here now.
Havent said a prayer In a while.
Yelled at the sky.
Asking any God why.
I gave him the space I thought he needed.
Instead I misread his silence.
Dads soon to be gone.
Im only 18 but that doesnt mean a damn thing.
18 years leading to your entire world crashing down at once.
Grew up in church my whole life.
Starting to question if theres really a higher power.
Conclusion im done.
Conclusion im lost.
Conclusion im broke.
Finally saw the world for what it was.
She gives and takes just to watch you break.
Conclusion I want to go back and erase the day I was born.
Finale conclusion, we live in a Screwed up world that doesnt allow happiness.