suicide

If I try, with all my might.
Could I fly away tonight
Try to swim, but only drown
And later my body be found
If I try, to climb to heaven
Would you send some blessings
And when I fall, would you call
me the worst of all

If I must, follow my heart
Would you call me lost
When I try, to touch the stars
Would you think I've gone to far
When i lay, in the grass
Laugh and play while the clouds pass
Sit and think, think and dream
of the place where we shall be