Jealousy

Did you know as you whine and cry
In my minds eye I see me smashing you in the mouth
Do you know I struggle every month
Nobody helps me financially
I provide for me and my son
You get everything handed to you
Everybody falls all over themselves
To give you all I struggle for
I guess I'm really not mad at you I'm disgusted by me and
my green eyed
Jealousy .You scoff at me like I should do more but why should
I cater to you too
Cause I don't victimize myself
The way you do
I'm a survivor not a victim
I learned how to cope
How to give everyone I meet the same amount of rope
Enough to hang themselves
I must point out quite emphatically
I guess I summed it all up in the first
Stanza  my own struggles have left me cold and unfeeling
But from me you keep stealing
Your an emotional vampire
Sucking big hits off my life force
But of course you'll see this
And not have the faintest idea
Of whom I speak cause your too stuck in your pity pot to see all your really not  Cause I'm sitting in judgement of you so I don't have to look at me honestly too
Better picking you apart cause it makes me feel better I guess I've summed it up right down to the letter
And now it's clear to me
The fucking truth it's this angry demon
Mocking me mocking me ...Jealousy.
Green with envy not so much I'd rather be a survivor I'd rather be me