Emptiness

Emptiness
Can't be replaced
No matter what struggles you face

Darkness can't hide in hell
The light will shine through this cell

The spirit will not be sold
For I have already lost my soul

Long ago
Long ago

So fucking long ago

I don't know why I'm telling you this
I guess I just needed to say it
I'm feeling so
So alone

No matter what I fucking do
I've always needed more than you
I've always needed a way out
Now I wanna just fucking shout

I want to confess that I've spilt my own blood
I drown in my tears
Like a flash flood

Why the fuck did I believe in love
It hurts so much
But I miss your touch

And I miss the way that you hold me tight
So I'm killing myself tonight

I'll grab the bottle on the shelf
Then the rope and hang my self
Slit my wrists and say goodnight
As my body tries to fight

Sorry that I can't let it go
I've lost all of my self control
I've lost myself so long ago
And because of it I just don't know

How to function anymore
My heart grew heavy and my eyes got sore
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't want my heart beating
I wanna hit the floor

I guess this feeling cannot be shook
No matter the number of the pills I took

I guess this feeling cannot be shook
So don't give me that dirty look

With loneliness you cannot hide
So its better if I just die.