No One Gets In

I showed you my soul.
You ripped it to shreds.
My heart, fragile and torn, needs to be re-sewn.
I'm sitting here feeling oh so alone,
Back where I started.
Feels like I'm being shoved off a cliff, deep into a dismal abyss.
Dark and so cold.
Nothing to hold.
No one to care.
Just free-falling down until I crash onto ground.

Tears are falling down like monsoonal rains.
I stand in a puddle of sorrow and shame.
Perhaps I'll drown here in a whirlpool of pain.

I let my guard down when you knocked on my door.
I opened it wide and welcomed you in.
I just wanted to be free and safe from the world.
Now I sit here and wonder why I answered the door.
I love you, I do, no matter what happened.
I liked life before, no hurt and no worry.

This is why no one gets in.