I'm in a midlife meltdown. Im looking back on my life with new vision gained from experience and new wisdom. I've been labeled a "diamond in the rough" by 3 people who meant a lot to me, however, I can never seem to get fully cut and polished. I've been through alot.I'm not generally a rule-breaker but I am rebellious,stubborn, and I don't fit the world's "norms". I don't really let people in but when I do I am caring and giving, and I treasure them. I do have much anger built up but I'm also a soul still filled with love.