You did this to me

I inhale it in your presence
Feel the substance enter my body
I am not the person I used to be
Once it enters in my system
I am a new person
Trapped in a used shell
Locked under the influence
With hallucinations driving me crazy
My mind is against me
As I live in this nightmare
The devil laughs beside me
As he claims me as his own
I’ve lost myself
I function no more
I look but cannot see
I listen but cannot hear
I touch but cannot feel
You did this to me
I wish I was never seduced
But I cannot right my wrongs
You mislead me and now
I cannot change what has happened
I want out but I’m trapped
In this cell there’s no exit
You did this to me
Your love is the drug
Which is now killing me