All I got

I look in the mirror and
I can't help but feel disgusted
What am I doing; Why am I here?
Why do people act like they care?
I am nothing;A spec of dirt ;A lonely star.
I am an abandoned car; Dirty, rusty, old and useless.
I just sit here in my own self loathing juices.
Like a forgotan room in a forgotan house, rotting away.
I cannot talk to anyone.
I cannot share my thoughts.
To be alone is not what I choose,
but it's all I got.