Bloodless aberration

Large black eyes stare at me
Pale hands yank at me,they want me to set them free
I try to speak but they cannot hear a sound
Because the voices in their head are too fucking piercing

Vivid images of you I see clearly
I miss you so much and I still remember the laughter we shared
When I reach for you I slip into white And when I speak your name worms seep from my nose and mouth

I'm standing in a pool of black blood this time Trapped inside this white nothingness
My countless footprints cover this place
Crows are circling around my head and torture me with the sound of your voice
Insanity is drawing nearer and I can't do a goddamn thing to stop it

My heart used to be loving and warm while you were still alive
But now its cold,caught up in nothing but snow
I stab myself so many times just to die
Am I already dead? Is everything just in my fucking head?

Blood runs down my shirt like black paint on canvass
I'm sitting in this corner and the only thing that's moving are my eyes
I've become nothing but a lifeless vessel
And all that I'm left with is insanity,with voices,with memories of you