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Forever a Twisted Dreamer
I am forever in a world of darkness, swallowed hole by fire.
My eyes are blind folded.
My hands are bound.
The swords float around me.
I wait for them to carve into me once more.
I could walk away.
But I love the sorrow.
I love wondering if there will be a tomorrow.
I fight, just to fight.
I surrender, to make it harder.
I love my blood rushing down my arms and on to the floor.
Because my bindings aren't tied.
The swords are blunt from missing so much.
I could leave the dark shadows and fire, and become someone.
But I'm addicted to the misery.
My eyes are blind folded.
My hands are bound.
The swords float around me.
I wait for them to carve into me once more.
I could walk away.
But I love the sorrow.
I love wondering if there will be a tomorrow.
I fight, just to fight.
I surrender, to make it harder.
I love my blood rushing down my arms and on to the floor.
Because my bindings aren't tied.
The swords are blunt from missing so much.
I could leave the dark shadows and fire, and become someone.
But I'm addicted to the misery.
Published 30th Sep 2015
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1st Oct 2015 1:39pm
10th Oct 2015 11:18pm
~** <3 **~ With all due respect.... I personally feel it's not suicide you seek my friend. But a F'' escape to cure or heal the mental pain your feeling. Your misunderstood, there's nothing wrong with you. I tried cutting as a child, not to kill myself... but.... I summoned a pleasure I didn't understand at the time!!!!! And that was curing the mental pain I was going through. I wanted the pain to go away without killing myself. Cutting has been a cure for me not a suicide attempt. But.... it could lead to accidental suicide to us and to the Foreiner's report suicide!!! Not fair right???? I feel your pain, and remember... Your Not Alone... even though it may seem that way. ~** <3 **~ Lushviliance Veins
