Pain

It is yet another day,
Another day that I could have met you.
I still cry thinking of you,
Of what could have been.
I would give anything to see you,
But it was my mistake.
I was under pressure.
You would have been so beautiful.
All I ask,
Is to forgive me my angel.
I think to myself,
What would have been a good name?
What would it have been like?
What would your smiles look like?....
But I chose,
I regret it....
I truely do.
Please forgive me my angel.
Please understand.
I don't know why I did it..
I was against it...
and always will be.
I promise, it will never happen again...
I don't want to feel this pain.
I suffer just thinking of you....
I love you....
I would have loved your smile.
Just to hold you in my arms would have been the best day of my life.
I didn't even know you...
I was unable to hold your hand,
Sing you to sleep,
Give you all of my love....
It has been almost 6 months,
And I still remember....
I remember crying through it all...
Scared of what would happen...
I truly regret what I did...
That was the worst day of my life.
I will always remember,
What could have been....
You will always have a place in my heart.
I love you...