Hurt

Red heat running down my face
Black pain emerging from my grace.
Crushing, breaking, snapping sounds,
My mind can not control the bounds!
Memory, memory where'd you go?
Trying to prevent that one last blow!
Take me, take me , take me now!
I can not keep my solemn vow.
Anger,anger fear in me.
Why does this evil have to be?
Help me, help me won't you please?
This monster has me on my knees!
.....the cold metal to my head,
I wish today I would have fled!
Torment, torcher,true despair,
Feel the bullet through the air.
Blackness, blackness all I see,
Did God come down and rescue me?