bullies

 i look at my reflection in the mirror
wondering why i hate myself so much
i cut cut cut cut and fucking cut
at school they bully me call me names like slut
i hide in the toilets at dinner time
so my tourmentors wont find me
i cry cry cry cry and fucking cry
asking myself why
are they picking on me ?
i think about killing them all
stalking behind them walking
knife in my hand
i could end this band
of bullies
but instead i take meds and get wasted
sit in my room listning to loud deppressing music
cut and cry scream and die a thousand times
i hate them i hate them i hate them
its not fair why dont they care about my feelings
mum amd dad wouldnt understand
i have no friends to talk to
i have isolated myself from everyone
my life is done
they have finally won
what am i to do ?