Cum Down

I can feel it welling up
Building up
I hold my breath as I force myself
To feel this amazing feeling
The only short few seconds that make
Me feel like I'm on top of the fucking world
Just the right touch and my eyes
Roll back and my lips part
My breath stops and my toes curl
My entire body tenses up
My legs go numb and warmness
Crawls up my thighs
And orange and pink explosions
Caress my body and rock my hips
I feel warm and so fucking happy
It couldnt get any better
Than this
It feels fantastic
Like my heart could take on
The world
Like I love someone
I smile as I see white noise
And hear broken pictures
As the numbness starts to recede
And my body is left throbbing and
Begging for the feeling to last
Just a few seconds longer

My hands float away
And my lip begins to quiver
My heart drops and the guilt
Overwhelms me wholly
My eyes grow tired
And tears threaten to fall
As my body gives out
And my mind drifts off into a guilt ridden
But peaceful sleep

I hate cumming down