Is Not To Be

I wish I was a better man
an not crave all of you
the fault resides in my weakness
no guilt in what you do

You can't be blamed for a lovely figure
pleasure in watching you walk
with the spirit and passion you possess
even a turn-on hearing you talk

The brain accepts you don't want me
at least not as a lover to hold
which is why with you sitting close
I resist the instinct to be bold

And still I want to touch you
be yours and satisfy those needs
giving you one hundred percent
sweet surrender in our erotic deeds

Maybe sitting not so close will help
your legs always catch my eye
So thinking heaven can be found on earth
your embrace the greatest prize

I long to be your one and only
The reality is you don't feel the same
you try to be ever o gentle
as my hopes go down the drain

Reality will be clear
When I see you with Mr.Right
unlike me you will accept his kisses
cherish his embrace when he holds you tight

So on a back burner I will leave desires
keep them in check no matter how strong
resign myself to your assessment
that us being romantic is wrong