Paint My Love Till We Meet Again

Disasters have been tied to this body
I am much more detrimental
I am sicker than the illness
I have done many selfish acts
Hurt more people in my destructive tendencies
How can this worthless beaten shame ever ask for forgiveness
I never learned to love myself
only to act in survival
Breathe in the blood and remember you are of the living
I know my sights

a dammed masterpiece
Torn
Aged
In a state of wreckage
A catastrophe of beauty
Burned mistakes in the craftsmanship of yourself
A blood collapsed frame
Numb to the world you glide in the pools of your doubt
Who took the time to love you

You are truly the most beautiful

I may deserve hell
I may be a destructive entity
Oh but for you i'd skin myself to keep you warm
Id learn to keep you mine in the debris of this world
My skin is shattered
and my organs barely working
Please look at me
For I know I am broken
I would without doubt still give every piece of me to keep you okay
My bloody masterpiece this disaster is yours

What I deserve is far beyond death
Break me down
Bleed me out
Make me feel the damage I cause
Tear me apart
split my bones
burn and boil my flesh
drag me by my jaw to the deepest pits of hell





But for the love of God
Do
Not
Touch
Him.