yeppers

 daylight till dark I bear the marks, of a thousand shadows strangling my soul.
into the emptiness I step ,only to slip once again on my bleeding heart.
the smell of rot fills my mind ,as the rainbows arch comes crumbling down.
is this  what my world has become a nightmare of confusion , dancing to the evil beat of failures drum.
agony I embrace like an old friend as the knife slips into my back once again.
in a crowd yet still alone I walk in a cloud, chasing happiness
tendons tighten and muscles go hard as I look out  on life like a bug in a jar.
fuck this world and fuck what i feel because in the end i shall deal.
deal the cards that give life and death , into your eyes i look as you gasp for one last breath.
no pleasure , no joy , no emotions flutter inside my dead being, you chose this without a choice.
fade away into the black , into my soul,  i swallow , i devour, i am the ferry man collecting his toll.