awful friend

what did I do I dont deserve  this pain,
all to keep a friend a take it yet again,
I respect you and I care given nothing in return,
just tossed so far aside and you just watch me burn,
im blinded by our friendship your really not that nice,
your actions don't hurt u its me who pays the price,
I cry at little things frustrated by your ways,
just waiting for a text  like I have been for 4 days,
you say that im selfish and you have problems too,
but look what iv turned into its all because of you,
I feel worthless and helpless because you was so cruel,
thats not how friendship works you make me feel like im a fool,
I need you out my life so I can just move on,
am at breaking point already and dont wanto carry on,