And I'm still going to be okay

I’ve dealt with the pain and the struggles
Even dealt with people coming in and out my bubble.
Hearing all the shit they talked  about me but constantly smiling in my face.
Dealing with family members and so called friends downing me
And even dealt with so called lovers clowning me
And  lying saying they would never hurt  or leave me.
I’ve dealt with the weight of the world on my shoulders
And even dealt with my heart growing colder.
I’ve  gotten  to the point where I don’t  give a fuck anymore.
I don’t give a fuck about your  feelings
Or even hers.
I don’t give  a fuck if you love me or hate me
Because at the end of the day, I learned  how to let the petty  shit be.
I don’t give a fuck if I make you smile or cry
Because it’s  all just gonna  end with a fucking goodbye.
Yeah I am  a bitch.
I can admit it but it was bitch ass niggas, fake ass friends, struggle, drama, and bullshit that made me this way.
A year ago, the old me would have kissed your ass and begged you to stay
But the new me, is just gonna say okay and send you on your way.
You want to walk out of my life, then go ahead
Because at the end of the day I'm still gonna  be okay.