P l e a

the pain
its surges through me
i know that i am currently in this state
a state of dismay
i feel like i am bursting at the seems
i am divine
i am a gorgeous creature of light
of beauty
of mystery
and suffering
and must break through
enough is enough
i am a master piece
my being cries out to be let free
to be appreciated
to be loved
and admired
and adored for centuries
i am vibrating at a low frequency
and no one takes notice
and i am surrounded by no one
i am alone
no praise
no love
and nothing but agonizing criticism
please no more
i must thrive
i must break through
i must become a vision of beauty
once and for all
i will
become
a
vison
of
beauty
once
again.