Untold

So many words I want to say but they remain untold,
Isolated in my corner only darkness knows,
My feelings, my pain, I do not show,
Afraid of getting hurt once more,
My days are gloomy and cold even though outside there is sunshine,
There’s a black river that keeps on flowing from my black tears I’ve cried,
There is a hole in my chest where my heart use to be,
Because of love it was ripped away from me,
Dreams turned to dust; hope straight out lied,
Life is just an illusion that tries to blind my eyes,
I keep my eyes close so no one can see the prison I’m in,
How I’m bound and chained from within,
My pain I entombed and no one will ever know how much hurt I’ve been,
The secrets of sorrow that destiny gave to me,
I don’t want anyone to ever feel what my soul feels inside,
So behind my smile my heartache lies,
I'll keep my distance because it’s the best thing I can do,
I'll hideaway myself and only darkness knows the truth,
What I never wanted to say so no one will ever tell,
I’ll stay far away from everyone and continue in my hell,