Rainy nights

I hear the rain fall to the ground.
I see some drops dripping down the
Window reflecting against the chocolate
Drown skin of my of my body
,but one drop caught my eye,
As it slyly slides down the naked
skin of my shoulder,
I lift my left index finger to
Trace its sliding movement all the
way down my arm till I can
No longer reach.
I look to the window and watch as the lightning
Lights up the sky and it reminds me of the
Lonely rainy nights I spend with myself.
Its not like I'm lonely, I just enjoying the feeling
Of my nerves being active without a man's touch
I'm able to recognize my own soft spot as
The nosy thunder cracks and crumble without
A single burning flame in sight
The sound is more than enough for me and my so
Called 'desires'...
I do not expect you to understand but if you
Do have the time on one rainy night alone,
Spend that time even if its just that one
Night have it just for this one time
Do not allow anyone to touch you
Or even be around and
Just look out the window, allow your eyes to get
Lost in that wonder, listen to the thunder,
Be astonished by the lightning and just...
Shhh....can feel the feeling that I feel?