Thanks For Messing With Me

Sometimes I wonder what is it that we are doing?
What am I to you? Am I irrelevant and insignificant?
Because that’s how I am feeling right at this very moment
I just hoped that I come across your mind just once a day
Because God knows you’re on my mind 24 hours at a time
You, like many others that I’ve choose to open myself to
Have decided to turn your back on me and just walk away
If you had given me the chance I would’ve made you my fucking queen
I would have given you the sun from the sky or the moon and the stars
Now I’m left here wondering what the fuck I did wrong
Still wondering if there is still a possibility of a us in the future
Sometimes I wished that you would have just rejected me
Instead of promising a date that will now never happen
Your actions left me in limbo, where I’m always waiting for you
Only you can make me feel the highest high and the lowest lows
It’s funny how fast and hard I fell for you, despite my original plans
Is it a cruel twist of fate? Or am I just not destined to be happy?
Nothing in life seem to make sense to me anymore
I catch myself staring blankly at my phone, hoping you’ll text me
I’m still wondering how you’re doing and if everything is alright
Perhaps it’s time for me to let you go and move on with my life
I just wished that my feelings for you weren’t so deep
And that the pain you’ve caused wasn’t felt so deeply by me
It turns out that I liked you a lot more than I originally planned