Imbalanced me

Always underestimated, never overused
always misconstrued, never understood
always dying, never living
always sinning, never relenting.

balance is ridiculous, it's a stupid word.
to be erased from existence is what the word deserves
answer me this, is there anything that's balanced?
because of the spectrum, balance is never there.

so what is mean again?
i supposed it works 2 ways,
from being cruel to general
, guess it's all the same...