A bit little so much

damn my thoughts is darker 2 eva fuck dha world including my mother sistas n brother i got dha same shyt on my mind every nite lyfe wtf shyt i neva completed ntn cnt if commit suicide rite ha my gift is my curse blame dha world yet angry at myself so i outburse i walk thru dha streetz wit my head held high 4rm dha ground lol smirkn tryn buy my way n2 heaven wen deep down i knw im hellbound so i continue 2 write cause this is my outlet got hopes of doing good just don't get it yet u only got one lyfe so u suspose 2 live each day lyke itz ya last fuck dhat shyt zombie i be cause i died n my past rotflmmfao n yet still im here shyt dhat i knw dha world fear my sweetdreamz is yal nitemare 4 pplz death yal shed a tear but 4 lyfe i dnt care it is wat it is and aint wat it aint smdh go head make ya asumptions but itz deeper then wat ya think lyke wayne n eminem said i can die now and rebith n hop up n my space ship n leave earth either way im here ta stay even tho dhatz not my way dnt get it wrong im not tryn stir no feeln n bytch in a sad song cause now more than eva im fuckn strong u can try 2 read grit ya teeth n try 2 understand it aint gonna happen tho cause we each is dealt a seperate hand dha light has no measure in his eys we're all his treasure n wen it all fianally hitcha n enlighten become you be don't forget 2 think myslef I and me