Unwanted

Alone in a crowd
to quiet to be loud
stuck in my own mind
a prisoner I am i find
kept under lock and key
no one to speak to that could help
I'm forever mistaken
in my choices
wanted and wanting change but fear
keeps me here
locked in my self inflicted
prison I'm fuckkin screaming
God Damn it I must be dreaming
but alas it's real ,
nothing left to feel besides trapped
cornered and feeling like
I'm hunted a caged wild thing
my growth stunted
a complete mess unwanted