Mami

When I saw her come out the door, I nearly fainted.
For which I was acquainted.
With the legendary champagne mami.
Her eyes fierce, she carried herself with such brilliance.
It was an extravagant experience.
That first night was fun.
I wanted to hangout with her till the morning sun.

We talked about life.
And what it had to offer.
Stories were exchanged.
Things were arranged.
Events were in place.
Bad memories soon to be erased.
I saw her as pretty.
She said no with such witty.
But as those words came she snuggled with kitty.
I tried to turn her nights to fun, opposite from shitty.

Even on her birthday
When things seemed so gray
I gave her a rose
In hopes that something could compose

Long walks on the Rio Grande.
As we talked,
The sun began to set.
And we walked.
The luna began its motion.
As that gave us the notion.
The conversation began to carry more emotion.

I strive to make the pain a go away.
And as soon as work was over, I would try to hangout everyday.
Have fun was the main objective.
Amazing memories were collective.

I always enjoy when baby girl would rap.
Even though she thought it sounded like crap.
We were connected through the 6 god.
And anyone who would disagree we thought was odd.
Of course drizzy writes his raps he isn't a fraud.
The jokes were the best.
Because we made fun of the rest.
Every moment I spend with you, I always feel blessed.
Keep all the bad away from the beautiful treasure chest.
As I wore the great visor.
I thought if I gave mami one, we would become wiser.
I mean CPK for life.
Even if adolescent red hair boys try us, they would get the knife.

I always tell she is such a wonder.
She makes the stars dance.
I look into her eyes, what a romance.
As we sing to the boy drizzy.
The rain hit the windshield, as the hair turned frizzy.
The little turned to big.
As energy ran zig.
As the movement took place.
The night took shape.

Things take a left.
As the small took the form of heft.
"Why am I so caring".
Yet my train of thought so daring.
I don't want to change.
For that to take place would be strange.
So as the situation took it's course.
I was hit with sudden force.
Things seemed so great.
That I pondered with my thoughts that I had made mistake.
As the vital question was asked.
Thoughts moved so fast.
So we sat in the lot.
Express emotions on the spot.
I told mami that I cared.
She didn't want to go into anything as she was scared.
Even through sickness.
I would treat her like a princess.
Her soft, pretty eyes filled with tears.
As she didn't want to relive her fears.
I held her hand as she spoke.
The words came to me as I choked.
Feelings and expressions allowed for conversation.
As I needed to be brought back by resuscitation.
I told her, that I would take care of her.
As I wanted to keep her secure.
She wanted to go home.
As I drove down on the road,
Sentiment showed.
I held her hand tight not wanting to let go.
She told me someone genuinely nice will take me.
So I told her to "take me".  

We rode, arriving at her home.
I put the car in park.
Had my steering on the mark.
She went over to the driver side
And cried.
Her head on my lap.
I wish we could of just nap
I whispered in her ear, that she was too pretty cry.
Kissed her on the cheek and told her bye.
I wish had more time, but she needs time.
So as I write words on the keyboard, I wait, I rhyme.
And prevent the false thoughts to consume my conscious.
Not in-taking anything that make me unconscious.
On the ride back to my house.
My eyes foamed.
I have to surround myself with positivity.  
And not have the negativity.
Get to me.
Patience...